Monday, September 14, 2009

He said he wants to be the archimatect of my misfotune


Dress Ann Taylor Loft
Sweater Gap
Coat Nine West
Bag Tory Burch
Shoes YSL from 2nd hand store
Facinator by a local artist. Gift from husband
Eyeliner Aqualine by MAC

As you can see in the top photo this dress has a giant ruffle around the collar and this insane appliqué along the bottom. The first time I wore it I didn't wear a cami and I wore it to my family reunion. I got some not nice comments about me flaunting my goods. so this dress sat for the past two months in my closet and I would look at it and frown. i am a modest person and they just sent me over the edge. I was trying to look pretty to see family I hadn't seen in years and some I never met. I paid full price retail because I was convinced I could wear it 7 ways from Sunday. Its sleevless. So this is my toe in the water wearing it again.
not bad?
black ann taylor loft detaildis one?
bag detail
Kinda not feeling it today. That is why I waited 5 hours to post this. I just, I dunno. I am a creature of habit and if I don't post today then I won't tomorrow and the vicious cycle starts. Not looking for the reassurance so don't take it wrong. I am just honest about how I feel. I don't like to pretend I am anything I am not. Some days I am happy and excited. Some I wish I was someone else. You can't have the sweet without the sour.
The real reason I am off today is I am jealous. I am feeling jealous about a lot of things today. Jealousy is not a common emotion for me. Yet when I do I get jealous about everything at once. Ack. I don't like that feeling. I am better than that. I know I am. Don't worry I am sure it will be gone in an hour. My mom and I are both like that. We purge and move on. (emotionally that is)

Odd question but what emotion are you terrible with?

Jealousy is one for me. I try not to do it often. Also crying. Is that an emotion? I am not a crier. Yet when I do I cry until I have a migraine and start hyperventilating.

16 comments:

BAM said...

Irritable. I get annoyed (not necessary angry) very very quickly and then usually it dies down. Right now I'm completely bugged by my mother and I'm hoping to get over it.

I shouldn't let other people's action influence my moods, right? Right!
-b-

BAM said...

oh yeah, the dress looks good. I wouldn't worry about thier comments.
-b-

hillary said...

I agree we shouldnt but sometimes damn if you can't.
Thats a good motto.
I can't let other peoples actions affect my modes.

I am not "worried" about the comments I got. They were hurtful and from family members. I don't like to her my uncle say how I have nice tits and why am I showing the world them.

Oranges And Apples said...

I love that dress! It doesn't look that low cut in the pictures at all, certainly not comment-worthy!

Emotion-wise, anger. I don't get angry often, but when I do, it goes on for hours. I'm slowly learning to let things go more quickly though, I think that's what you're meant to do with negative emotions. Don't fight them, but accept them and let them pass naturally.

Becky said...

Oooh I adore that dress! That is a FANTASTIC LBD...sad it was tarnished by unwelcome comments.

I'm impatient. For as sweet as I usually am, I get nasty if someone doesn't catch on to something quickly enough or if I have to wait around. I'm not proud of it-it's just the way I am.

C Lo said...

Life is so weird........I clicked over and just about fell out of my chair with how awesome you look today. I honestly "OOOOOO"d outloud. You look amazing. I don't think that dress shows off yer goods either! PFFT!

I'm impetuous.....so I guess I have problems with all emotions sometimes, with the main problem being a lack of self control.

hillary said...

C Lo you should have
I'm impetuous
embroidered on a shirt or a cross stitch sampler because I love the sound of it.
and thank you :)

FashionAddict said...

LOVE LOVE LOVE that dress! So pretty!

heather said...

wow. REALLY inappropriate uncle. i am sorry you were subjected to that. but it is an awesome dress (tory burch handbag?! you lucky girl!) so you should wear it to death!

hillary said...

Heather
I would not call owning Tory Burch luck I would call it working hard.
I set up an account that my work deposits 20 bucks a week into and once or twice a year I dip in an buy something nice for myself.
I call it my "ladies nice things" account.
So I save up all year to buy them. Luck has nothing to do with it.

Lorena said...

The dress is beautiful, the application on the bottom is just WOW !
It´s awful how one comment can shake you, I hate it when my aunt does it, she does it all the time.
You look great in that dress... and I do think you can wear it a million ways....

Clare said...

Love the color coordination and that awesome hairpiece!!

hillary said...

Thank you so much everyone!

Marianne said...

The dress looks great... I can't believe someone would say otherwise! Plus, I still can't believe someone gave away those shoes... They are to die for!

Sal said...

Glad you found a way to wear that fab dress and be comfortable in it. Or kinda comfortable. It's amazing how we can decide clothing doesn't work, and then just wear it a different WAY and discover that it still does.

Kelly said...

Anger. Not that I'm a fly-off-the-handle kind of girl, actually it's really hard to get me riled up. But if you *do* piss me off, I basically demand that we DROP EVERYTHING AND DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW even when people ask for some time to calm down or think things through I goad them into talking about it right now. Which leads to bad situations. But I can't let anger fester, it drives me insane.